Buni-ninja

So buni-apple tagged me and I could remember names so I post who I tag later.

BUNI'S 13 questions :
Drawing for how many years? 5 years
Glasses or contacts? I wear contacts, but I would glasses.
Coffee, tea or hot chocolate? HOT COCO FOR LIFE.
Favorite class in school? English, even I suck at writing and the work.
Uniforms for school or no? Yes, because them I don't need to worry about picking clothes for some days.
Is social media pointless? Depends if you just spam "hot" or "cute" selfies or pictures, I dislike you. For long term talks with other you can't see in a different or country, you're good.
How many sketch books do you have? I think 3.
Ever traveled somewhere far from home? Only to hand family for a week.
Day or night? ( sunbutt or moonbum c Why not both.
What type of clothing interest you the most ( hipster girly punk etc)? Tom boy, hipster, or goth.
Angels or Devils? Both, I can't choose.
Dogs or cats ( both are freaking adorable )? Dogs, I have bed experiences with cats.
Siblings? A twin and two younger half sisters.
Pale or tan? Pale.

There is a time when you want to quit, and hurt people who hurt you. And they can be friends, family or a person that annoyed you. Instead of speaking, you shut you're mouth because you think it's a waste of time. You fall into a state where you feel alone, you fake smiles, and start crying thinking of times you wished didn't happen.    
When you think of food you feel ill, and eat small amounts when your stomach growls. You scratch you're body to relieve any tension a person gave you, soon you use hot water, a sharp object or anything to mark your body. You think it's something I have "control" of in the world. Soon, you want help, it will come, however sometimes help is too late.
To be honest, suicide is the dumbest thing to do, you'll break other's hearts, the ones who care about you, and you took it from them. If people bully, or harass you tell them to "FUCK OFF" and find people who will care, and ditch the ones who are fakes.


(I got bored so I did this rant or whatever you call it. And no I'm being mean, it's honesty. Don't tell me, I have "something wrong with me" or "lying for attention". I got bored and wrote of the top of my head.)